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IALA x h-pem | I see you in the jacarandas

May 19, 2021 - September 23, 2021

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By Sofia Demirdjian-Lara

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IALA x h-pem | I see you in the jacarandas

The power and lift of this moving poem built off of a meditation on a Jacaranda Tree, as noted in its title, seem to come from the writer’s ability to risk sentimentality without being sentimental while simultaneously pushing abstraction without alienating the reader. We’re told the examination of the lost loved one in the poem, as brought on by the proximity of the tree, transports the speaker into “the closet of a dream” where “I am a bird / In another life / By your side.” Like William Carlos Williams’ lengthier “Asphodel” and H.D. 's more economical “Pear Tree,” the work is deftly sewn together both imagistically and musically and spins the initial conceit to welcome in a multitude of concerns. It has much to say about the nature of longing and loss, two notions that feel, acutely, Armenian and also indicative of the human condition. This is a terrifically-crafted achievement of the imagination.

Commentary provided by YAPA judging director Alan Semerdjian.

I look at the Jacaranda tree 
In front of my apartment 
I hear your whispers 
In the wind, 
I feel your goosebumps 
In the cracks of your skin, 
And within them 
I walk into the closet of a dream. 
I can feel you smiling at me 
Through the veins of the leaves 

I see myself pondering 
In the nest above your head 
Feeding my children. 
I am a bird 
In another life 
By your side. 
I am one with the wind 
Blowing kisses 
In your direction 
So that you can feel them 
On your cheeks 
So you can blush with the rosy pink 
That used to hide 
Within the dark forests 
Of your makeup drawer 

Isn’t it lovely, 
How I can see my life 
Now that you stand 
Right before my eyes. 

Isn’t it lovely, 
How I can see myself 
Now that you are gone.

Sofia Demirdjian-Lara Heritage School Glendale, CA 17 years old sofiademirdjian4@gmail.comSofia Demirdjian-Lara 
Heritage School
Glendale, CA
17 years old

 

 

 

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At h-pem we are thrilled to finally share the results of IALA’s (International Armenian Literary Alliance) Young Armenian Poets Awards!

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